Where the hell have I been??

Your guess is as good as mine. I thought I'd take a little break from the world of blogging, but I never intended to be gone this long. As usual, time is an issue. I honestly don't know how some of you do it. Even the moms who are home all day. Once I start up blogging again, then I start reading again and before you know it I'm trying to keep up with the happenings of 20 odd bloggers, along with manage my own life. It's TIME CONSUMING, man!

Anyway. Here I am again. Anyone who was reading me has moved on I'm sure, and I'm back to square one. Good thing I like starting over.

So what's been going on? Well I'll tell you. Whether you care or not.

We've been sick almost non-stop since my son started preschool. LOADS of fun, let me tell ya, but I'm staring to get used it.

I've been trying to "diet"...haha...work out etc....and each time I feel I'm depriving myself I go on a brownie/cookie/iced cream binge. I just don't like to be told what to do...not even by myself. I think I've finally decided to take it slower. I like to eat healthy and I normally do...it's only when I force myself to loose "this much in this length of time" that I fly off the handle. For now, I'm just going give it rest. Do what feels good and see what happens with my body over a longer period of time. It's not like I'm fucking huge. I'm just never going to be a size 3 again. So be it. And this subject is CLOSED!

I read The Secret. Anyone else?? Great stuff...or a bunch of bull? I'd like your opinions. Really. Personally I think there's something to it all, BUT...being one of the world most negative thinking people I'm having trouble working it to my advantage. I can be obsessive at times. (betcha didn't know that) and when I have obsessed over something, 9 times out of 10 that obsession becomes reality. Not always a good thing. Thinking positively is something I really need to work on. But, I'm a loser, so I probably won't. ;)

The husband aka Jack's daddy has gone back to school and is starting the long road towards obtaining his MBA. Along with that and going away on business every month or so, he's been a bit of ghost. Even when he is here, his mind is never present. I know...woe is me...the poor pitiful housewife. Piss off! I'm over it. :)

I've also been busy trying to ensure my son grows up to be a healthy, well adjusted human being. A lot of times that requires me pretending to be a healthy, well adjusted human being, but it seems to be working. I've also been busy making my dolls and attempting to contribute. My sculpting has been put on hold, simply because I'm a mom. There are always a million things that come before doing what I want to do. It's a part of the job that I'm finally starting to adjust to. Luckily my child makes it all worthwhile. I keep telling myself that when he's finally off to school I'm going to miss these days and his little booger face so much...I will regret having taken any time away from him to pursue "my goals".

ummm...What else? Let's see. Pretty boring. Uh...We're going to Texas in a couple of weeks. Looking forward to that...and blah blah blah...I think that's it.

A half hearted update, I'll admit, but at least it's something. I'm making an honest attempt here, to get back to business. Mostly because I like to ramble on. It's good for me.

Have a tantalizing Tuesday!